I can do this now. I can study me. I can like what I see. I can watch PETA's "Glass Walls" without guilt. I know I'm doing my best.

This isn't easy, but it's good. It's time. I've had many, many great days and I want many, many more.

I will do this. Change isn't easy, but taking it on before I'm forced to is something that I'm proud of....that my kids will be proud of.

If I am only for myself, who am I? If I am not for myself, who will be? If not now, when?

OK, now that I'm done looking at myself, it's time to smoke out this bathroom and crap up some kale.